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Posted by PHRottn on March 04, 2003 at 00:43:42:
In Reply to: You are always in my heart. posted by Petsr4life on March 02, 2003 at 16:21:28:
Dear Pat - You know that sometimes it doesn't matter what we do, how much we love them, the final decision is not ours. I have to keep in mind (for my sanity) that death is not punishment but reward. Your babies are in good hands and living large. They will be so glad when we are all finally joined at Rainbow Bridge.
Then it will be our reward.
PHRottn
Sweet babies..Jake,Ck, Sadie and Beau...
: How much I miss you. I wish I could say mom was doing ok..but the truth is...not a day has passed that I have not sobbed in my pillow or cried driving to and from work. I always think about you. Each of you so special to me. I know you all are healthy and in a better place. I just wish I could hold you again..and smell your scent and whisper in your ears mama loves you most. You all left me this year..and I will always wonder if I did something wrong. If there was something I could have done to have kept you with me longer. Sadie..you especially. Mom was not expecting to lose her baby girl. I know..you tried to stay..you fought so hard..but the illness won. I am so sorry baby girl. I tried everything I could to save you. Maybe I even tried to long..and made you suffer needlessly. For that baby girl..I am so sorry. I just wanted to write so you knew I will always love you and I miss you so very much. Each of you will always be a part of me. Thank you all for gracing my life and loving me. My life was better because of you.
:Pat and the tribe..
:Jake,CK,Sadie and Beaus spirits in my heart forever..