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Posted by diverDestiny on April 06, 2003 at 23:37:03:

My little Valentine died on 3/31/03 very unexpectedly. She was at my feet and seemed to have a seizure on her back, kicking her legs, squirming. I didn't know what was wrong. I didn't know how to help her. She died within a few minutes. I was in shock. I held her for over an hour in my arms. My kids were hysterical and crying. I cried for 3 days and 3 nights without stopping. Now I cry on and off. She was only 9. She was born with a heart murmur but in September the vet said her heart sounded good. She was on special shots for a year to boost her immune system and to clear up a skin condition. Maybe I shouldn't of took her off those shots. Maybe the vet should of checked her heart twice a year. I tried telling him that she made these wheezing noises after she barked too much or got too excited when I had company last summer. Was something wrong then? Was it a sign? He checked her heart and said it sounded good. I took such good care of her, where did I go wrong or not live up to my responsibilities. We loved her so much, we are heart broken. She was such a good dog.