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Posted by Kowens on January 24, 2003 at 09:34:17:
Well, I put Sparky down last nite. He never recovered from his surgery and was in alot of pain. He was on so many steroids but they weren't really helping.
I thought I was prepared, but it was so hard. He was just laying on his blanket and didn't want to get up, so I had to carry him (60 lbs) to the car. He just lay the whole way there.
Dr. came in and I held his little face in my hands and looked into his eyes while they gave the injection. Then he died.
I am so miserable! It was harder when I got home. I don't know if it was just the reality of it all sinking in, or that Sparky wasn't there any more. His dog bowls and blankie is still out, and I can't seem to put them away. I keep listening for the sound of his nails on the tile.
Please tell me time will heal this horrible aching heart. I know he is a dog, but he was my baby and I didn't have him long enough. I can't stop crying and I have this .NET class and the teacher must think I am nuts.
He was truly the best dog and noone can ever replace him.
I hope there is a heaven and that he is there.
Thanks for listening.